was i always meant to hate you?
was that your goal?
i hate everything about you!!!!!!!!!!!
why am i stuck with you
i hate the way the sound your voice enters my ears.. it sickens me...
your sharp voice is weapon that was made to kill me.
i hate the way you feed yourself in order the keep yourself alive.. it makes me wanna cut my throat...
the sound of your teeth and saliva preparing your feast to be more digestible is weapon that was made to kill me.
i hate the way you look at me.. your gaze is flame that burns me to death...
....
i hate everything about you!!!!!!
you disgust me
you disgust me
you disgust me
stop killing me
youre pushing your knife
slowly
deeper in, deeper into my heart....
you bury my face into a pillow....
youre suffacating me.. im dying
im slowly dying...
for what?
what am i dying for?
just tell me...
you know i hate myself more,.. i really hate myself
i hate myself for hating you
i wanted to... i i-- i wanted to love you
why does it have to be like this?
i wish youd just tell me you hate me too
otherwise...
if i felt your love... i wish to never have felt it...
...


your love is poison


I AM-