https://lobotomymachine.neocities.org/blog

loading... hi! im lotte (she/her), welcome to my website. i am a trans woman from hungary, living in hungary.
i take enjoyment in listening to music and looking at art. i like watching a good show time to time...
if you want to know more about me or the website click here

random thoughts / blog


(08:48 05/11/2024)
oh my fucking god im on bus, first time updating my website from my phone its uhhh interesting,also SOMEONE had to choose the one seat on the bus with nooooo fucking curtains, this fucking sucks, also typing on phone sucks.

(16:38 27/10/2024)
holy yessss updated the website now you can go on individual postsssss we are slaying mwuah--- this took fucking hours and i still have hungarian homeworkkkk.... i dont wunna do it... guhhh... anyways my website became ten fold more cooler nowww, also made it that the home page isnt instantly the blog... for future possible expansions anyyywayyys byeeeee rock out. #firstpostbeingmadeundernewcoolerpostsystembutalsomoretediouspostingsystem ,,,, MY LAPTOP KEEPS HARASSING ME TO UPDATE IT!!!!! STOP BEING PUSHYYYY GUHHHHHHH

(22:04 26/10/2024)
so yesterday me and a couple friends went up to budapest to go to a record store. on the train to there we were absolutely brain rotting. we got off idk what was up but we got the record store. it was fun af, i ended up buying year of the snitch and igor. after the record store we went to west end. my friend got herself some clothes and she absolutely slayed. after that we went to get some food and ate on the train back. "unboxed" the vinyl, chatted w my friend. got off the train went to take piss the train station bathroom..... was of horrors..... anyways took pictures for my friend. went to the bus stop said my goodbyes to the girls and boy. got on the bus, got home, played the records, and pretty much went to sleep not long after... more in depth about the records and record store in /blog/music also during autumn break ill try to bring major updates to the website. we gonna slay meoowwwww

(12:56 11/10/2024)
i might be sexist...... like fuck.. men, i cant stand most of them. there are some good ones theyre very <3 for reals. but like why are most of them so fucking disgustiing i dont fw them at all.. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. i hate them sm sometimes uggghhhh rip my face off. aa abortion my beloved. makes me question my bisexuality.. those couple good men really holding me back from going full on lesbian..

(22:57 05/10/2024)
from now i will try to update the site weekly, havent posted for the whole month, literally the last time i posted is when i was complaining about not updating the site. anyways have this


(19:55 08/09/2024)
i havent updated my website in a long time, i got lazy... prolly should care for it more meow meow mewo meow mewo meow.............. purr purr. i dont know what to say... prolly thats why i havent been updating this website.. havent had a lot to say lately, i wish i had more to say.. more to say here. anyways uh bye.

(16:57 15/08/2024)
im sooo ACAB Karl Marx...

(00:50 15/08/2024)
made some harsh noise stuff finishing up Untitled Album. its finished ig.

(21:38 14/08/2024)
meow

(13:09 09/08/2024)
this youtube video came into my reccommended today, its pretty fucking cool, check it out.

(06:02 08/08/2024)
im like 100% sure those like lgb without tqa+ people are strictly transphobic due to sexual prefrence. like lets say lesbian girl is strictly into pussy, and she ends up meeting a trans girl who happens to be her type, they eventually get to the moment when they wanna have sex, she pulls down her pants and she sees a penis.... i think it would be a very easy for her to just go like:
"girl, honey, this wont work out between us, i need pussy, a penis just wont work for me, sorry..."
and they just dont do it, sure they both could be very dissapointed, but that would be totally okay.
same goes for gays who strictly like dick. you dont like pussy? tell him nicely that it wont work out. not that difficult. dont go and try make other people's life hell just because of your sexual preference. that is just evil.
also same principle goes for cishet people. pretty girl has a dick? youre not into that? tell her you like pussy, move on. handsome guy has a pussy? youre not into that? tell him you like dick, move on.

(00:41 08/08/2024)
yea i dont get the like enjoyment of videogames, some look fun and cool, like i love the art of the funger games, but like then i see people play games, and like how is that entertaining??? there is no point im trying to make here, i just genuinely dont get it.

(15:25 06/08/2024)
coding while listening to my vinyl records :3

(17:16 05/08/2024)
i logged into a wrong account and it kept trying to register an account like that liked i had to do a big ass work around just to be able to log in, how can you make your website have such a bad system like this is just awful...

(17:04 05/08/2024)
i hate when i cant check the email my account is registered under. like, what? so if want to log in do i do i have to play a guessing game of "what email did i use for this dipshit website?",... btw rn im talking about aoty to be exact. dipshit website.

(04:16 02/08/2024)
placid depth

(23:42 30/07/2024)
UV? UNWRAPPED!!!

(23:00 30/07/2024)
pickup lines:
are you a death grips album? because youve got me feeling exmilitary levels of noided.
i must be reading yuri, because im falling for you, girl.
if blocking and muting are the best things about twitter, then meeting you must be the best thing about real life.

-these came from an "ai agent" that analyzed my personality based on my tweets,.. i found them funny. especially the first 2.

(03:25 30/07/2024)
everytime i get started on modelling something i always think to myself "why dont i do this more often?" and then i find out why i dont do it more often

(00:36 30/07/2024)
working on a new 3d model after like more than half a year, its actually super fun. had to restart the body once cause blender didnt recognise it a symmetrical shape, but yk what it was worth it. it looks way better now.

(20:27 29/07/2024)
MOTHZONE MOTHZONE MOTHZONE!!!!!!!!

(21:48 28/07/2024)
okay it was working but it wasnt working on firefox weirdly... idk why switched over to brave for now, i hope i can fix the firefox issue later on...

(20:31 28/07/2024)
trying to figure why the code is not working rn it literally does the opposite of what it should, im so dumb for html